Yesterday I went to a vacation with my mummy.
I was sitting infront of a peaceful.. quite and such a beautiful God's creations.
I watched the sunset as I let the wind blowed my face with
a beautiful sea infront of me as my very own entertainer.
It was such a soothing emotion.
I was thinking..
I was trying to think as wise as I can.
What should I do with this guy so that I will not missed my chance again.
I love him.I always do since the first time I looked at him
But deep inside I know that I will not have him because
he was to perfect and to high for me to reach.
But deep inside I also know that I love him so much and
to let go and resist this feeling will only make things harder.
So I've decide not to surrender.
And I know that the only way is by praying to God.