i love you

I love you. thats all i can describe how much i feel about you.i dont know whats wrong with you.as far as i can say, you are such a pain in the ass .All this while,sape yang IM kau every single time kau on? i have lost my pride soo much because of you. gosh u are so making me confuse.kadang2 kau macam suka but the next day u act like as if u dont even care. i wish u can see how much .......but anyway those klise words just fail to justify my feelings.u know what, knowing u is so painful yet so beautiful.Setiap kali aku try veryy hard to lupakan kau and avoid u as much as i can, at the exact moment la selalu bump into each other la whatsoever then a glimpse of the beautiful eyes of yours then again u make me change my mind like"no no no,theres no way i can forget you".YEAH THERE THERE THERE. EGO KAU TU BESAR FAHAM TAK. PLEASE STOP BEING SO FREAKING PERASAN OK.DO U KNOW THT U HAVE SO MANY PIMPLESSSS LIKE BATU.GOSH.KAU INGAT KAU TU HANDSOME LAGI KE.DAH LA PENDEK DAH SEKARANG.DULU FORM 1 BOLEH HABAQ LA. LA NI SEMUA BUDAK DKT SITU DAH TOP KAU . YOU ARE JUST A LITTLE SEMUT.  BUT STILL THE EMOTIONS THAT I HAVE FOR YOU HAD NEVER CHANGE A BIT BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEWHERE BEHIND THOSE JERAWAT OF YOURS THERES A GENTLEMAN, SOFT HEARTED YOUNG MAN AND THE DREAM MAN OF MY LIFE. SO WITHOUT FURTHER DUE AND TO MAKE THINGS SIMPLER , I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ME. EITHER ITS NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE, BOTH I WILL MOVE ON. KALAU KAU SAJE NAK TEST MARKET THEN SCREW YOU...

day by day by day by day p/s: x1000

wow.i honestly dont know what to say.
hmmmm.1).well it is examination week.to be honest im not that nervous or whatever.its cool.exam always come and go.and i studied earlier before the exam so...no nervvee:)
2)My mummy want to buy the galaxy tab and i said no!buy an ipad.becoz itz big and cool.(ughhh this topic is lame)so move onnnn
3)I  just realize that led zeppelin is the worst rocker ever.! no no no...theres like worst rocker and then theres zeppelin
4)owww it was his birthday:)i  messaged him.U know like NO FACE2FACE KINDA WISH. My best friend was like "talk to him,it is his special day! come on" and i was like whattt....Hell to the no.That aint happenin.What,... do u aspect me to go his classroom and like "heyyyyy.....happy birthday cutie pie.!.."NO WAY! Im a little disappointed actually.I dont know if this was true.But i found out that he said i didnt wish him.duhhh...i messaged.and it was freaking long!but i dont give much thought to that anyway.coz i was about to sit for my exam.i just figure out maybe one day he'll see my honesty.you know..what i like about him are this little pimples on his cheek.its so cute.in fact its so cute that u want to smack his face off.and and hes tall:) i adore when he smiles.especially when he smiles and show off his teeth:D OK! enough with the mumbling.!

GOTTA GO MAKE DINNER!
HAVE A NICE DAY AND THANK YOU FOR STICKING YOUR FACE TO THIS HUMBLE BLOG.LOVE YAH!BYE!

magical things happen

Yes.magical things happen.Sometimes we get frustrated in life.Sometimes we felt like nobody love

us.Sometimes we felt that magical things that can change our life will never happen.And some

people became suicidal because of this.Let me tell you something.IT IS NOT WORTH IT!

Let God decides who should die.You just need to believe in God and your destiny.Our role as human

being is.. to just pray and believe our intuition.



Hope this one help dear loyal readers :)

What?! I think You Need Some Self Respect!

I want to make a confession-actually i have a very low self esteem.I always thought  that i

am the ugliest and that I am always stuck with my stupidity.That I am not pretty

enough,not skinny enough uh well I am not skinny but whatever..and very

unattractive.Lately I had done some research about my problem and I find out that

many teenagers my age suffered this problem.Some of them smoke or eating an unhealthy

diet just to stay skinny.Obviously there is no way I'm going to do such thing.So I tried

searching for solution to overcome my problem...search...search and.. search



This one magical day, I read an article in a magazine.It says "Beauty is very

subjective.Everybody in this world have different opinion about describing things or

human beauty or even environment beauty.Some people like ice cream and some people

dont.Some people love banana some people love apple.Did you know that in Africa,men

like fat women more than the skinny one?This is because they believe that bigger size

woman will bring more prosperity to the family.Also fat woman is more attractive an more

sexy." this little article really change me and give me a new perspective in life and change

my way of thinking.

I hope that this little article can make you think again before saying or make remarks

like"I will forever be THE UNWANTED" 

                                                                                                                                  

The Fully Satisfaction

Just watching and feel the strength of love that you have for the person that you surely

know will never return yours can make you happy but hopeless.

But to feel the strenght of love an in capable of sharing it will give

the most satisfaction in life.

Happy, hopeful and possibilities

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Is your secret safe tonight?
And are we out of sight?
Or will our world come tumbling down?

Will they find our hiding place?
Is this our last embrace?
Or will the walls start caving in?
Love is our resistance
They keep us apart and they won't stop breaking us down
And hold me, our lips must always be sealed

If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again
muse.muse.muse :)